Life and times of a pussycat this is useless rambling of a bored college student...this is where i vent!



Thursday, May 23, 2002 :::
 
it hasn't really hit me yet..i still feel like i am just home for an extened spring break....i have cleaned so much over the past couple of days i haven't had time to think yet...but now i do.

in the process of cleaning i found all the old letters bill sent me, but not a key to a box that contains the rest of them...for the life of me i cannot remember where it is. last time i had it was when i was at school. but urg! oh well, i don't need the memories in that box. i have my own right now, here in my heart.

i am lonely though...of that i cannot deny, but books are my compainions now along with endless cups of coffee and tea. yea.

::: posted by Sonja at 7:37 PM



Tuesday, May 21, 2002 :::
 
mmmm...i feel very spacey right now..not all there at all. i haven't gotten used to this home thing yet..but then again i haven't had the time. i am tired...

::: posted by Sonja at 11:04 PM



Monday, May 20, 2002 :::
 
well...here i am home....looking back at my past entries, i start to wonder where home really is...i think home is where i feel i belong, and at the moment i wanna be back at school, and yet i also want to be here. i have gotten kinda settled, but i still find myself in my "weekend" mentality...i am here for a few days, maybe a week, but NOT FOR THREE MONTHS!!! oh well, i just have to deal, that is all....

settling in is helping a bit, so is the ocd moments i am having with unpacking. i re-arranged my room adn even made my sister clean her half. i arranged it more like it was at school, so the adjustment is working ok....

urg.

if you haven't noticed yet, i have changed my template...i found the photos weren't showing up anywhere but on my own computer so, i decided to make it simpler..i like it i hope you do too.

wow..it is 10:30 and i am getting my second wind...i have been exhausted ever since i left school..hopefully i will actually sleep tonight for once...

i wanna be at the radio show!!! but i am showing my pride by wearing the t-shirt and listening to the cd mike made me...thatnk you..it is helping my re-ajustment too...

i cannot spell so it is time for me to go...

i wanna be....

::: posted by Sonja at 10:29 PM



Sunday, May 19, 2002 :::
 
it is so empty here...if only my room wasn't as empty or i didn't miss an importatn phone call or if i didn't have a cold i would be happier. i do not like it when school years coem to an end...especially if i have to LEAVE! why can't i just move to my townhouse right now instead of lugging everything ome, being miserable, working, then moving back again! urg...the college life....

i don't wanna go home! =(

::: posted by Sonja at 2:22 PM






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